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Monday, 17 October 2016 | 0 comment


when  the first time you saw me falling in the deep hole of life i saw your face full of sorrow

as you sat right to me and touch me with full of love and care,
i felt your touch with full of hate and disgust

as you sat next to me; wait for me to falling asleep so i can sleep in safe and sound,
i am wishing full of my heart for you to leave me alone

as you tell me something nice to keep me feel better,
i told you to not to because my sake life have lost trust on you

as you asked me to eat with you; telling me i am not eating well,
i decline by keep doing my work just for avoiding to be with you

as you got into my squared wall bedroom, i wrapped my tired body with my blue comfort
before you fnished your sentence, i am facing the wall and told you to leave me alone and it is not about you but me

as you resting in your king sized bed, i came to your room with exhaustion and temper and i told the world i am so tired need to move to the place where nobody knows you

as you told my friend's family about me,
i acted like you mean nothing as the words fly from your mouth

on May, 2013
i was looking outside the window, looking at the ground full of dry dirt and the horizon was skylight blue
the desert was dry but the trees were green and healthy and i can not help but thinking where the trees got the water from to keep them alive
then you said
                      "i brought you here because i want you to change"
i did not bother to look at you nor say anything to reply. i let the silent to fill the air around us because i did not trust you by your words.